coincidence yang sangat ketara

as drops of water from the shower hit my hair then streamed down my neck this morning, aku terfikir tentang komen sarah on the previous post. how sometimes kau hanya perlu seseorang untuk berbual-bicara, kadang-kadang tentang topik yang tidak ada kena-mengena langsung dengan partner-bual kau. kemudian fikiran aku drifted kepada sarah, how she's pretty and popular and i bet favoured among others. owh. dan of course kebarangkalian for her to have stalkers setia sangatlah tinggi. jadi aku fikir tentang bagaimana rasanya menjadi mangsa stalk. dalam diam, aku budget (mungkin) yang aku ini adalah mangsa stalk somebody's girlfriend. owh. dan juga yang terlalu selalu makan ayat-ayat manis dari si mulut manis yang ada pemanis di atas bibirnya.
baru pagi tadi terfikir dan aku came across a black & white profile picture of a certain someone just a few minutes ago. nice try. tapi gambar aku lagi hot dari kau. and please, get creative lah. boyfriend kau kan photographer. by the way, sekarang bulan puasa. letak gambar senonoh sikit, ya.

technology is the new way to destructions

Pernah baca 'the Unabomber Manifesto'? it's very long and i only managed to read only a quarter of it before getting distracted by work or nature's call. if i'm not mistaken, the whole idea of the Unabomber Manifesto was about technology and what's not good about it. Theodore Kaczynski was a professor who despised technology that he once lived in a house with no electricity, no water and had to hunt for his food. he personally thought that technology will destroy how our society works and will also decrease self-esteem. no. this entry is not about anarchism or not even near political. but yeah. technology is sometimes unhealthy. been there, done that. too much of myspace (that's a part of technology, right?) is bad for your health. it's easier to send around someone's nude pictures using email or mobile phone (two very important devices of technology). and blogging. all you have to do is type some nasty words about something or a person, sit back, count to 10 and smile to the stir you have managed to create. technology makes life easier. technology kills, too. please google up those koreans who died because of sitting too long in front of the computer. i have to agree with this line from the manifesto:

'By "feelings of inferiority" we mean not only inferiority feelings in the strictest sense but a whole spectrum of related traits: low self-esteem, feelings of powerlessness, depressive tendencies, defeatism, guilt, self-hatred, etc. We argue that modern leftists tend to have such feelings (possibly more or less repressed) and that these feelings are decisive in determining the direction of modern leftism.'

anyway, this is a self-centered blog right? so, it's all about me, right?

macam ni lah. i hate myspace. i hate it when i found out about stuff that i'm not supposed to find out on myspace. me and 'heart continuously argue because of myspace. tapi dulu kami berhubung melalui friendster...