i came home quite restless lastnight. shits were playing on my mind again. at the same time, ada penyapu yang sedang menyapu keluar segala craps and shits. a couple of adult cats were hanging out by the stairs. secara automatik, tersembur "azuki!" dari mulut aku. and God only knows how fast my heart beat went when looking at me straight in the eye, was azuki. ya. kucing aku yang hilang waktu hati aku sedang gundah gulana, meninggalkan aku seorang tanpa teman tidur. when did your heart go missing? azuki kurus dan comot but he grew up handsomely. among the cats, he was the most good looking one. no kidding. aku yang manusia pun jatuh cinta, apatah lagi kucing-kucing betina yang lain. i miss him so much i felt like crying. hish. asyiiiiik je la nangis. otak aku mula memikirkan cara-cara to fit him in my apartment upstairs since i've already got lucid. nanti mesti gaduh. but i wanted him so much. i moved forward to grab him and bring him home but instead he walked slowly towards a female black cat. sayu. azuki sudah matang. the noisy kitten 'heart and i brought all the way from the south to here has grown up and not the same red bean i used to know. waktu aku berjalan pergi meninggalkan azuki dengan kehidupan barunya, aku sedar:
i should move on too.