kau tidak tahu maksud respect kah?

always, aku baca komen-komen di blog-blog sekitar, yang berbaur kurang ajar. dan aku selalu fikir, apa saja yang bermain di fikiran mereka, like, mereka tidak terfikir ke yang mungkin si blogger akan kecil hati? atau mereka yang lain yang terbaca those rude comments. they must've been very mad, kan, to say such harsh things. aku juga terfikir yang waktu di sekolah dahulu, tidak diajarkan manners ke? macam mana agaknya persekitaran mereka waktu membesar? or maybe they like people being rude towards them so they decided they should be rude to other people in order to get the same exact feedback. bukan sahaja in commenting blogs, but also perangai rudeness di luar, yang dilemparkan ke atas orang-orang yang tahu maksud respect. owh. no wonder. kau tidak tahu maksud respect rupanya. mungkin juga, aku teka, they used to be nice tolerable human beings tapi oleh kerana ada manusia yang berperangai kurang-ajar-syaitawn-nirrajim, they decided that enough with the respects, i should be rude too. hmm...macam kes aku sedikit, mungkin. aku cuma akan mengeluarkan harsh, nasty words bilamasa aku sangat-sangat, yang sangat-sangat marah pasal aku tidak kacau kau pun, kenapa kau perlu kacau aku punya situation. pasal jujur, kalau aku marah, aku tidak guna otak dengan sepenuhnya. tidak memikirkan akibatnya. tapi untuk berperangai kurang ajar secara membuta-tuli, memang salah. try to be nice. it'll make you feel good. walaupun apa yang dikatakan si blogger itu salah dan kau tidak setuju, tegurlah dengan cara yang baik. tidak perlu komen dengan kasar. well, so far aku belum come across rude comments on my posted entries. mungkin pasal ia terlalu personal buat aku, memang tiada kena-mengena dengan sesiapa pun. heh. but there's always a first time for everything, kan?
again, sumpah aku tidak faham dengan orang-orang yang terlalu rude. respect yo!

pesanan ringkas

kepada kawan-kawan bekas kekasih, aku tak pernah kacau hidup kau semua. jadi tolong jangan kurang ajar dengan aku.

obviously, you don't know the whole story.

just stay away

i was driving home yesterday when a car came from no where and cut in the queue. i was quite restless yesterday and the last thing i need is someone to cut in. even with most of the drivers in the neighborhood i'm currently living in are always rude, which i thought i'll get used to it someday, i just couldn't. attitude! attitude! actually, i always have a thing with people cutting in line. i'm not sure whether this is normal or is it just me but this scenario really gets to my nerves. it's like somebody pushed a certain button somewhere in my nerve system that makes me want to scream harsh words. or was it just yesterday that i feel like doing that? once, i was queing up at the hypermarket counter when this arabian girl cut in-line (without saying anything) because i had three item and she had only a rubberband to pay for. like, WTF?! really, i wouldn't mind it if she said 'excuse me' and explain her situation instead she just passed me by lie i wasn't queing up. sort of invisible(?). so i had to put up my very stern expression and said i was there first. when she said she was just gonna pay for the rubberband, i made a really annoyed face and said "still?". so i thought the cashier would take my stuff first to (maybe) be on my side. instead he was like clueless. and he got my annoyed face too.
but, some friends did say something about my temper. some years ago i was a very patient person. but somehow, as the global weather changes, i turned into a very angry person. maybe i should be taking an anger management session. until now i'm still figuring what i should do to control my temper and what makes happy and forget any miseries.

maybe i have too much miseries taking me over.