aku adalah pretty, pretty nights kau

beautiful nights
gorgeous nights
pretty, pretty nights

pada kau
pada kau
pada kau

untuk kau
untuk kau
untuk kau

aku mahu
jadi yang itu

pretty, pretty nights
untuk kau
untuk kau
untuk kau

hanya yang itu
hanya untuk kau


-fzk-

a box for you

this is the box
i made for you

it's not round
and i'm not perfect

this is the box
i want you to own it

it's made of brown cardboard
and easy to be crushed

this is the box
where you can keep things

it's nothing special
but it's a gift of heart

this is the box
and i'm inside



i am this box
and you own me.

-fzk-

as i mature

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place!

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.

you can pass this on. maybe something good will come your way.

if not...tough shit, dude.
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a forever boy

i love boys.
their boyish smiles.
their boyish smell.
their boyish attentiveness.

i dislike men.
they are ignorant.
egoist.
ambitious.

so i've decided
whenever my boy turns to a man,
i'll get myself another boy.

-fzk-

and i shall struggle the ocean for a boy
who will always stays a boy.