aku ke kau yang emo?

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immature much? YES. BUT DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN? NO.

i wish i could fix you, robot

i had a bad dream. i woke up and tried to call him but no answer. he said, "if anything, text up." and then i posted this on my wall:

You always win because I let you to. Because deep inside, you're an immature fragile soul. Your high wall of ego is all around, covering you up. But one day, someone will manage to crush it, get to you and squeeze your heart out just so it will beat again. Nothing is forever, remember?



i'm tired of him, popping up in my head first thing in the morning. not worth the space.

but i did want a conversation. i did!

dear Mike,

you managed to bring out the worst in me that night at that lil' club. i'm sorry, i was too startled to say anything intelligent.

i know i wrote somewhere in here that i'll say hi the next time i saw/met you. well, i guess i've forgotten about it. my God. how lame.

maafkan saya kerana saya tidak pandai berkata-kata. ergh!

kalau kau tahu, aku tahu kau akan lebih jual mahal

wish i could love you like how i love si anak kucing; cinta yang tidak perlu dibalas. cinta percuma. tapi yang aku rasa inside ini mahu you pay for it. with infinity of attentions.

bestnya jadi mereka yang boleh jumpa, tengok kau everyday. best sangat.

nothing can come close to this familiar feeling

Elle tanya, "kau rindu Ahmad?"

"ada. hmm..maybe aku rindu something else but somehow he came up in my mind. aku rindu pegang tangan."

Elle balas, "kau suka pegang tangan, kan?"

i shrugged, nodded.