to the ones

to the one that got away, i wish i didn't have to choose. i'll miss the shower of attentions.

to the one that was given too many chances yet still fail, please return that tiny piece of my heart hidden somewhere in your messy wavy hair. owh? not in your hair? well, find it nonetheless because it's important for me to have the whole piece again.

to the one that i chose, bear with me. or bare. tee-hee.

un-anarchy

aku rindu header senandung konspirasi yang dulu. perempuan nude sitting on the words, disuluh cahaya from no where. i'm not sure why i designed it that way. it was just because i like it.

relationship and all those ships, it's tiring isn't it? sometimes i believe that i am truly madly deeply in love. but the next minute i question whether is this how it's supposed to feel like, love?

imperfection is perfection.

it's not common sense, it's the society.

ayat-ayat yang kau create just to make yourself feel better walhal it's just a lie. manusia semuanya ada unsur aesthetic. age is just a number tapi at the end of the day, it does matter. so does sizes. and here, way above the rabbit hole, people do judge a book by it's cover.

we're always shaking in our slumber

the day will come again when this blog goes public. it belongs to me so i can do whatever i want. besides, i don't have fanatic readers for me to mind.

i told a friend that i scored a virgin guy. actually, there's no such thing as virgin guys. just inexperienced.

come let mommy teach you a lesson or two. or, not.

hari-hari aku cerita pasal doubts. bila mahu habis? he said he loves me too much that it sort of broke his heart when i blurted out the ugly truth. in the first place, i've already reminded him of my skeletons hidden in the closet.

i said, "if it bothers you too much, leave now before i love you whole heartedly."

what an arrogant statement. if he really is leaving, there's a high possibility of me shedding a few tears. am i now in love?