exactly an hour before noon, we stopped doing the super mini-sites. i'm guessing they got stuck again on the way here from Europe. & leader said something about the previous batch gone missing & we have to re-do everything. haihh. so there wasn't much work for me to work on, which is, currently, very annoying because now we're blocked from myspace AND friendster. owh please, IT men. have mercy on us! i didn't feel like studying wikipedia today so i google-d for blogskin. & the layout that you're seeing now is the result of tossing & turning web pages. i guess there are a couple of cacat-ness, but i'm working on it.
the header of this blog is some guy i found on deviantart which i turned to vector. note: both images are from my personal collections. & the layout, i got it from blogskin.com. if i'm not mistaken, from a girl who used it as her first blog layout. i wonder if she'd get mad, if ever she come across this blog & found out that i've been messing with her layout codes. erk.
"the air that we inhale, are polluted. damaging our lungs, cracking our brains. and most important, turning our hearts cold."
Selasa, Julai 31
Khamis, Julai 26
stay strong for the sake of three years.
it was late monday night that 'heart threw at me his sony ericsson. said something about me, wanting his phone that bad. yes. we had a fight. again.
5 minutes earlier, we were lying around at the hall of my apartment. he was babbling about not having sufficient credits to reply to some band guy for an interview. i was just under his armpit when his phone received another message. my bad, i took it from him & it turned out the message was from a singaporean girl asking whether he's online or not.
so i said, "jom!i want to chat with her too." he didn't look too good.
the thing is, we had some fights in the past about girls messaging him or the other way round. though i've been telling him over & over again how i dislike him to have any girl friends (because of some shits happened circa 2006). i'm just not into how he befriended those girls. of course i have the right in saying this: we've been practically living together for 2 years. but just last week, i gave up. just like that. i told him that he can do whatever he wants. i want to stop minding his business since it always made me hurt.
so that monday night, i wasn't mad. i knew about this girl. he told me she's a friend of his singaporean friend whom i'm kinda close to. honestly, i wasn't mad at all. but he made an issue about it. he said i could've just chat with her on myspace. now, if there is nothing going on between him & that girl, why can't i chat with her using his account? i know, his msn account is full of singaporean girls. i guess my snooping habit got to his nerve. he was paranoid. he said everytime he gets a message, he trembled. worrying who sent those messages.
i'm not sure if i'm lying to myself about not giving a damn about these girls anymore. i want to believe the statement i told him about not caring anymore.
sometimes, when the same thing happen again & again AND again, you just can't take it anymore. honestly, i'm tired. and in need of a break from all these.
5 minutes earlier, we were lying around at the hall of my apartment. he was babbling about not having sufficient credits to reply to some band guy for an interview. i was just under his armpit when his phone received another message. my bad, i took it from him & it turned out the message was from a singaporean girl asking whether he's online or not.
so i said, "jom!i want to chat with her too." he didn't look too good.
the thing is, we had some fights in the past about girls messaging him or the other way round. though i've been telling him over & over again how i dislike him to have any girl friends (because of some shits happened circa 2006). i'm just not into how he befriended those girls. of course i have the right in saying this: we've been practically living together for 2 years. but just last week, i gave up. just like that. i told him that he can do whatever he wants. i want to stop minding his business since it always made me hurt.
so that monday night, i wasn't mad. i knew about this girl. he told me she's a friend of his singaporean friend whom i'm kinda close to. honestly, i wasn't mad at all. but he made an issue about it. he said i could've just chat with her on myspace. now, if there is nothing going on between him & that girl, why can't i chat with her using his account? i know, his msn account is full of singaporean girls. i guess my snooping habit got to his nerve. he was paranoid. he said everytime he gets a message, he trembled. worrying who sent those messages.
i'm not sure if i'm lying to myself about not giving a damn about these girls anymore. i want to believe the statement i told him about not caring anymore.
sometimes, when the same thing happen again & again AND again, you just can't take it anymore. honestly, i'm tired. and in need of a break from all these.
Rabu, Julai 25
just a pinch
whatever is typed here, is all my business. some, just a topic out of boredom. some, might be intriguing that it will cause some rampage online.
but most of it are just my thoughts; good or bad.
and maybe, just maybe, someone will come & read my blogs, find it very interesting that he/she would like to make a movie out of it.
*snickers.
but most of it are just my thoughts; good or bad.
and maybe, just maybe, someone will come & read my blogs, find it very interesting that he/she would like to make a movie out of it.
*snickers.
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