warna jingga, ungu dan kelabu.
aku sendiri tidak faham kenapa aku mahu sedih sedangkan this is what i wanted in the first place. terasa bodoh lalu aku menangis. but at the same time laughing at myself for being so fucken funny.
pathetic. oh so pathetic.
buat apa mahu sedih kalau kau tahu dia yang sebegitu rupa, not worth a shit pun. but it's the whole thing. the whole 'i will never be' thing. i didn't want it to be an item tapi aku sedih.
pasal in the end, bukan aku yang dipilih. you know? the 'never will be' person.
am i THAT bad? what? cheap slut? sampah sarap? you've finally realized that, huh? good then.
dan Tuhan. oh Tuhan. He's one funny guy full of sarcasm. itu pasal aku sayang Dia.
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