lately aku macam rasa liat hanging out with one of my girlfriends. aku tidak pasti kenapa. maybe pasal aku macam tidak minat sangat dengan those people she's hanging out with? not hate them cuma not interested. or i'm just being judgmental. crowd yang itu macam ada suatu air yang buat aku rasa kecil. macam lagi tekan self-esteem aku jadi rendah.
dan Anne, apa jadi pada mimpi-mimpi kita dulu when everything that we have now doesn't really matter back then? adakah kita sedang mengejar mimpi-mimpi yang sama?
dan Elle, apa jadi pada so-called ideology kau waktu pakaian kau banyak merangkumi checks dan plaids? capitalist, feminist dan segala perkara yang hujungnya ada -ist.
dan aku, apa benda yang aku cari setiap hujung minggu waktu aku memandu dan parked the car dan melintas jalanraya ke arah gua putih yang ada loteng kecil dihiasi lampu-lampu neon walhal sebenarnya aku memang sangat pasti perkara yang aku cari sesungguhnya tidak ada di situ.
mana hilangnya mimpi-mimpi carefree kita?
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once i was a child full of dreams & one day i woke up it's already 2010 & i wonder, where the hell has my youthful dreams gone too?
mungkin, adulthood & reality dah take over mimpi-mimpi carefree kita kot.
p/s : pengesahan kata "grideve", kalau twist it bole jadi "grieved" kan? haha.
adulthood, commitment scares me hell, no doubt.
reality check, 1, 2. 1, 2.
dah tengok the imaginarium of dr parnassus?
dah :D tapi mcm ada part yg slow sikit. & Colin Farrel, tak sesuai.
a'ah colin farrel cam tak kena dengan character tu kan :D
aku mcm ada bgtau razin the same thing. i told him, i hate growing old sb aku semakin apart dari things yg i hold on to. pull me in if u think aku hanyut pergi jauh sgt.
like what those people told me on facebook, you can't help changing. i myself have changed too. we are never the same people we used to be, at least a year ago. let alone 5 tahun yg dulu.
I withdraw from hang outs because one of them is my best friend and she herself don't like the crowd she now hangout with.That explains something to me.
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