you know what? maybe i am a hedonist.
walaupun aku boleh elak dari get involve dengan the same scene with the same people, but somehow macam ada kuasa magnetic yang menarik aku ke arah itu. kadang-kadang aku fikir maybe aku boleh own it all kalau aku, fight! fight! fight! for it. tapi buat apa mahu buang masa bila kesimpulannya sudah pun tertera. aku jenis yang percaya pada hunch and stuff.
orang cakap belum cuba, belum tahu.
iyalah, kalau cuba nanti, kalau ending-nya perkara yang buat susah hati saja, buat apa cuba in the first place.
iyalah, at least kau tahu yang kau sudah tidak perlu cuba lagi in the future.
this is frustrating.
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u do know what hedonist means?
hedonism is the belief that u should 'embrace' ur lust and not control it.losing control is part of its auspicious repertoire.
i see u struggling with conflict.. between instant pleasure and remorseful consequence.
in that aspect u cant be a hedonist. maybe u wanna be one, but innately u're not.
im juz wondering, do u feel more comfortable having a conversation in malay or in this language?
i'm so thrilled to be having someone to straighten things out for me. you're right, i am having a little conflict (haha. just a LITTLE?) with myself. are u like, some kind of a shrink? u're good.
lol. im not a shrink. im juz someone who's tryin to understand things.
haha! u made that sound like i'm some kind of weird phenomena.
heh nah. u're not weird cher. u're juz being u. that aint wrong no?
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