have you ever felt this rage inside where you feel like punching that someone in the face? kick his/her head? step continuously on his/her chest? take a hammer and smash his/her head? using coin to scratch his/her car? take the knife and slash him/her all over the body? and repeatedly punch him/her in the face until you can't even recognize them?
lepas tu kau rasa macam nak mencarut non-stop. sambil jerit sekuat hati.
lepas tu kau sambung doing the cruel things you were feeling just now.
SEPAK! SEPAK! SEPAK! TENDANG! TENDANG! TENDANG!
sampai mati.
lepas tu kau basuh tangan with hygienic hand-wash soap.
head to your bed and you cry your whole heart out.
then you sleep for a week.
and when you wake up, everything looks, feels normal again.
i'm having these emotional distractions. owh Tuhan. bantu aku.
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pergh! lagi ganas daripada aku! pernah lah rasa sekali-sekala, tapi tak sampai yg kau describe ni lah. http://pasembur.wordpress.com/2008/02/11/projek-2008ku-112/
it's an imagination. i do feel like killing someone, but secara abstrak.
wahhh..sangat takoott...tp kalau betul bole mcm tuh syiok gak kan..
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