Isnin, Oktober 13

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pagi ini, driving back to pusat depression, aku rasa macam i just got back from a getaway yang sangat lama over the weekend. so much fun, so little time. friday night, i went to the place where you can find a wooden pony hanging out at the bar, a giraffe on the ceiling and green grasses menyelimuti dinding luarannya. selepas sekian lama aku lebih menikmati tidur pada jumaat malam, i decided that i've had enough already of friday night's sleeps. jadi aku pakai t-shirt kuning with marilyn stuck in between the chests dan rubber boots perisa koko, ready to party the night away. i met those familiar faces again, macam lama juga sudah tidak menyapa each other. mili and i were wondering where did all those pretty people come from. baik perempuan, mahupun lelaki. since currently i don't have anyone lingering in my head, mata aku macam melilau. semua pun hot. semua pun mahu. tidak salah sangat pasal i'm not attached pun. kan? though we left early, i'm glad i came for the party. i only had a glass of coke and by 2am, i was standing on the sofa, kadang-kadang balancing myself macam seorang surfer, kadang-kadang jadi kapten kapal berlayar di laut neverland. i forgot what got into me sampai aku ada courage to climb on that single sofa seat. mungkin the good music.

sabtu dan ahad, aku isi masa lapang with attending weddings, one on each day and raya openhouse on saturday night. siangnya di hari ahad, me, anne and a couple of other friends went up to janda baik for some bonding. though i didn't get enough sleep the previous two nights, amazingly, i was extra rajin to help around with the cooking and cleaning. so weird. pasal aku jenis yang kalau sleepy, jumpa katil empuk, memang confirm you won't see me walking around for i'll only be buried under the blanket, dozing off. prolly effects dari the good ions hanging around the river.

it was a good weekend. kind of an all out one. now i'm back in depression zone. maybe i shouldn't be having too much fun on weekends or i'll get more depress on weekdays, being stuck here. by the way, i still can't get that bad attitude dude i saw on friday night, out of my head. aku senang annoyed dengan orang yang berperangai irritating dan attitude yang teruk. tidak kisahlah kau cantik atau tidak. tapi kes kali ini, aku tidak pasti kenapa the image of him in that shirt with his folded sleeves keep popping in my head. i've got to brush him off. musykil juga tentang kuasa sihir yang mungkin dia practice.

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