i'd live in a movie

i've always thought that life is a movie itself. the world as the big stage, the things around (buildings, trees) as the backdrops, the living things as the actors. every each of us have their own story to act or to narrate about. so when i was asked:

"do you take this life as a movie?" i nodded.

then he continued telling me about a friend who directs short films who disagree to that. filem lain, hidup kita lain. and being me, who can't be knock even the slightest bit, i re-think about it. plus, i came across saharil's thoughts which add up to the new suggestion. "dalam realiti, tidak ada the end" conteng si saharil. lastnight i watched Amélie, directed by Jean-Pierre Jeunet, one of nata's favourite movies. now it's one of my favourite movies too. amélie grew up without any other siblings, with not much friends around her. she's quite a bizarre creature really, in my point of view. well, she's a dreamer and i happen to love dreamers (no point telling why). the movie went with amélie growing up, a waitress at a cafe in the city, live alone but finds the joy of making other sad people happy. okay. cerita cinta pun ada. scene yang hujung-hujung aku paling suka, how she met with the guy that she love, kissed the upper side of his lips, his neck then up on his eye. and also the scene where they rode on his scooter-bike. and the credits for the movie came up. dalam hati aku cakap "awal yang indah". so, the short-film director guy is kind of right. filem lain, hidup kita lain. you know? kadang-kadang bila aku menonton filem cinta yang best, aku selalu terfikir and wonder, what actually happens after the sweet ending of the movie. yes, they met the one they love. but what happens after that? maybe they only managed to be with each other for only a week. who knows. haha. yes. i am a hopeless romantic. maybe i am that kind of a person who would do unreasonable stuff if i were to be really brokenhearted. sama juga dangan filem yang berkisarkan tentang kehidupan. hmm...tak dapat nak letakkan contoh sebab filem-filem genre begitu bukan antara favourites. life is not as easy as the ones you watch on screen. real life perlu banyak main kotor juga. you get the idea right?

even if i still think that life is a movie itself, the other half of me sedang pegang tangan that short-film director.