cuckoo is not a bird you'd like to keep

i'm still here. cuma namanya sudah lain. maybe i should make this a habit. change the link everytime aku teringat yang a year has passed. i clicked on sarah's blog dan aku tergelak kecil reading her entry's title. dan buat aku rasa guilty. then i clicked on my old link. wow. sangat pantas. aku mengadu pada seorang colleague. rasa macam sesuatu yang sangat personal being snatched away from me. but i guess it's for the best. khamis malam jumaat i watched gossip girl season II : ep. 1-4. then, i went cuckoo. i cried, yang kata mills boleh buat orang sakit jantung. i wanted to call that crop top bitch, and scream at her, let her know all this damages and aches and shattered feelings. but i didn't pasal bukan salah dia sangat pun and anyway, it's been seven months pun. plus, it takes two to tango. jadi yang hari jumaatnya, aku fikir, jangan fikir banyak-banyak lagi. just delete whatever's bothering. picture folders, songs i've downloaded illegally and i wanted to delete this blog. tapi rasa macam sayang sangat. sebenarnya, aku juga suddenly paranoid siapa yang membaca whinings aku ini. i really have no idea why i got so paranoid about it. i can set it to private, kan? tapi aku rasa macam payah pula pasal once, i did that tapi ada rasa satu macam. okay. i'm going mental here. not good for the raya mode, huh?
though i'm not so much into raya, i hope anyone yang celebrate raya, who manages to find this writings, will enjoy theirs.