in the wee hour of the morning, lagu favourite kau berdering dari handphone. kau capai dan kau wonder who actually have you in mind at that time of the day. kau tekan butang yang ada icon warna hijau, kau tegur yang on the other end. ada suara yang macam familiar, tapi kau tidak faham apa yang cuba dipertuturkan pasal yang kau dengar hanya sobs. diselit dengan sedu-sedan. kau cakap hello. dan reply yang sama diberi. kemudian, suara yang at the other end putus asa lalu ended the call. dan kau wonder, kenapa, of all the people around, dia yang had you in mind at that wee hour of the morning.
and in that wee hour of the morning juga, ada yang lagi seorang sedang wonder. kenapa, of all the numbers listed in my tiny samsung, nombor kau yang jari aku pantas dail. cuma kali ini the sobs weren't for you.
maaf pada mereka yang tersalah risau dan tafsir.
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senandung, ayat last tu buat i macam terconfuse - the sobs weren't for you. i just nak share je lah. when i used to be not so happy i have the habit of randomly choose somebody in my hp list yang i rasa tak tidur lagi-guys especially. i will call pagi-pagi juga.
and i sob too.
suprisingly, they tend to layan but worry if something happen. truth is i just need to talk to somebody when i'm feeling most vulnerable. then i don't call anymore.
aah... nope. u tak terconfuse. that's what exactly happened. i just wanted to talk. & yeah, he reacted like as if he cared. which is fine by me, of course. even called me up the next day just to know abt what happened. my friends thought i was going crazy, mcm konon tiba2 i just figure out that i was not over him. padahal it was abt something else. alahai. klaka la bila ingat balik.
padahal i was so sad that i'm not a very good sister yg takpandai nak jaga adik sendiri...
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