the way she dances

can you actually like a person, like, really, really like a person (the type where you feel everything that person's feeling or you're happy when that person's happy too) by religiously reading their blogs? memang ada beberapa favourite bloggers yang aku macam virtually sayangi entah apa pasal, aku pun tidak pasti. kau ada rasa macam itu?

pernah satu kali aku terjumpa dengan blogger amoi and you know what i did? iyalah, seperti biasa, perkara yang memalukan (but i think it was a fortunate thing that she was kind of tipsy jadi i hope, hope, hope dia lupa that the thing actually happened). when she came to wait for the toilet, aku pun tidak pasti kenapa aku semacam bersemangat menegur, like really, really bersemangat, like practically shouting at her, "i'm your faaannn!!!" with this big goofy smile pasted on my face. i still remember the look on her face and Mili's too. the what-the-hell??? and omg-kakak-are you-crazy??? expression.

sometimes, i just love the idea of doing suicidal acts like that. konon macam free-spirited. yeah, my ass.

the other day i saw that kinky blue fairy and i nearly waved a big 'hi' at her because i really like reading her blog and i think she's a fun-sesukahati little creature. tapi aku terhenti pasal owh, sebenarnya aku hanya kenal dia through her blog posts. pathetic.

so, is that normal? to like someone so much just by reading their blogs?

oh my god. it's not normal, right? i just made myself sound like a total freaky stalker.